~*~ HeRe ~*~ @ 183

OHHHHH   WHERE 2 START~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

6/5 saturday----- went 2 a pre bridal shower cookout for my sister
IT WAS FUN!
i learned i do not like mojitos i think that how you spell that gosh awful alcoholic drink
 lol
still have a bad cough and feel sick

6/6 -- sunday---
my sister's bridal shower

dont all the bridesmaids look pretty
i love my neices outfit the most she has the purple one with black leggings
and obvisously i went with the dress black purple and tourquoise
i love my shoes they have black flowers on them

all went well
had a blast

and afterwards my hubby was an amazing man and had a cookout at our home and he actually cooked and made everything fat free and so i could eat it

did i mention i love him
it was a great day and great night

6/7-- monday-- poor baby is still sick and scheduled for an ultra sound
pray for him please

6/8---tuesday-- losing itwith jillians on tonight
i love that show its a  very good inspiring show
everyoen should watch it


still feeling fatigued probably cuz i am laying around doing nothing and eating everything
gotta get back to a good schedule soon


6/9----wed----grannys b day
went out to dinner
yummmmmmmmm
no wonder i weigh sooooooooooooo much

we made granny a clay heart for her room for a present cuz she didnt really need or want anything so i thought it was a good idea we made it with her at dinner

my son wanted to go to ritas    for what he calls ice cream its the only gluten casein free dessert he can eat out so hes obssessed with going there
i think thats were the extra weight has been coming from lol


ultrasound i guess went well we will get the result in a couple days


6/10---thursday----
 weighing in at 186
yuck
so disgusted with myself for letting myself go again and gain over 6 pounds
just so mad a i sabotaged myself on and off for about a month and now i wont look great in my summer clothes

wanna screeeeaaaammmm!!!!!!!

6/11- friday---- therapy went well

went to play with my nephew and the new super duper firetruck
long story but  its a spraying toy though its kinda fun

30 min of dance today
and i ran 1 mile 15 mins 166 cals
disgusted at the time but its better than nothing
definatley let myself go though
oh yea also shopped till i dropped for summer clothes



6/12--- sat----yea made it back down to 183
3 pound loss since thursday

i can do this if i dont keep sabatoging myself

spent the day playing with the kids and danced for 20 mins


6/13- sunday---- still 183

GREAT START!!!

watched scooby doo for over 2 hours today with the little one

went to see nephew again for an hour

jumped on trampoline 10 mins

stayed pretty active but had a ritas lol

and went to see granny now i am eating some grilled chicken at moms house

hubbys home putting up a little pool

its like 90 degrees here i think i sweated out 3 more pounds lol   well thats all folks