Losing some weight finally

I am back and I am obsessed with 80 day obsession I am on day 32 and finally losing weight and feeling better
Started somewhere at 240 and now At 217 and ya know what I work hard and I will take it
I work
Have 2 kiddos
And a busy mommy life
I know I should be 120 pounds by now but I am not and may never be because I do stress eat some days
I am going to run my 1st ever 5k for autism and my 2nd 5k ever at the end of April
I do jog 5k's a lot so I know I can do it
I just am nervous to do it in front of a lot of people
Conquering fears here daily