CaRbY DaY!!!!!

i think i was a carb o holic yesterday lol
i ate almost 80% carbs it said
yuck
i guess i am not losing weight this week

but todays a new day

still at around 190 yuck!!!!

i went through all my old clothes and put them in those bags that you vacuum air out of
love them they are great

i got all my 26-20 clothes into a jumbo bag and they are packed away for good
yay!!!!!!!

i cant wait to be a 16 ive been waiting a long time it seems like

i am looking to thanksgiving but in a way not
i am terrified to go off my workout plan for a couple days
i know i will not be able to lose and what if i gain again
I AM EXTREMELY TERRIFIED ABOUT THANKSGIVING!!!!!!
i dont want to gain ~ but at least i get to see my family
i figure i will workout today not tomorrow workout sun mon tues wed and then have off thurs fri and hopefully workout again sat take off sun and then ill be back on schedule sort of

wish me luck

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its been a long day already and its only 1:30 i am goin to sart working out in a couple mins
im doing jillians no more trouble zones
hopefully i am not to wimpy today and get through the whole thing
my fingers are crossed cuz i already feel tired today
uuuggghhhhh

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I finished the jillian workout
i am sooooooo proud of myself everytime i finish it because it is not easy for me at all
but it is looking like it is getting easier because i dont have to take as many breaks i only took 3 that lasted a couple seconds and rewind the dvd and continued it was great

i feel on top of the world right now lol
cant wait to do it again sunday

now i need to go shower off all this sweat

like bob and jillian say
get a good sweat in  everyday its all you have to do to maintain and or lose weight

peace out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!