185 sabotage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! back to 178

so i guess the last time i was here i was sick and still doing great workouts but feeling it
and then my sickness went away but i was just sooooo exhausted because i never took time off so
i guess i will start from

4/23
friday --- my new neice MAGGIE arrived 4 pounds a month early but actually fine and nothing wrong
shes beautiful

we had therapy and played with a huge flying disk for about an hour it felt like
and we went on the trampoline for about an hour
and i was still very sick and now sore
also did bigest loser wii game intense 300 mins about 200 cals
and 10 min abs

4/24 saturday ---- went to an autism walk 
jumped on the tampoline and lots and lots of walking

4/25 sunday---- pigged out
 not sick anymore just really exhausted and tired of working out so much lol

4/26  monday -------had pizza and cheese fries for the first time in over 6 months
just emotionally and physically exhausted and pigging out

4/27  tuesday------ aftermath of pigging out
i have a huge headache and dont want to move off the couch
feeling really yucky and not been working out

4/28 wed------ danced around for bout 15 mins but still pigging out and feeling like an idiot but i need this break i think i dunno anymore

4/29thursday-------- wondering why i sabotage myself
i am back up to 185 pounds after these couple days of no workouts and pigging out
actually want to know what i considered pigging out guys
 i ate over the couple days a whole digorno pizza pie
and cheese fries
thats it but it felt like pigging out to me it felt horrible

im starting over after seeing the 185 and made a goal to be 175 by the end of may that 10 pounds and doable with ahrd work

workout for thursday was 1 hour it focused on arms and core
biked 17 mins 4 miles 105 cals
40 mins trampoline
15 mins dance


good start back from  a horrid couple days of sabotage


4/30  friday
30 mins sculpting
over an hour on the trampoline
biked 16 mins 3.88 miles 100 cals

saturday  was outside all day got badly sunburned on my back and shoulders  and dont want to move
we were on the trampoline and played in a little baby pool
just alot of moving around and not stoppin
i had 2 little boys all day long and my neice went to her semi and wanted me to curl her hair
literally i think i was on my feet all day
but overall couldnt have asked for a better saturday and to end it after my little girl went ot her first semi i went and took granny for ice cream
fat free of course lol

today sunday
had a baby party is what we will call it
it wasnt a shower but it was a basic meet and greet with the new baby MAGGIE
for the family
i see her everyday but cant get enough of her so of course i was there
and we have been partying until now
when i decided to go to mom and dads and pay the bills online lol
so im here and
as of now i went from 185 to 178
and im here tired but happy
and now i gotta go clean for therapy tomorrow

love yas
miss yas

talk to you guys later thanks for all the great comments that keep me going on this stinking journey LOL!!!!!!!!!!


have a healthy happy active week and i will be back next weekend
hopefully not so tired