W T F riday!!!!!! 192

Thanks everyone for all the wonderful comments

you all inspire me

I am trying hard to get this weight off

Heres what my schedule has looked like recently




8/30 MONDAY

First day of full time school for lil man
Oh god i cant tell you how much i cried and cried and cried today
its only 8 and i miss him so much



here is first day of school pics

I really need to get a part time job cuz i just cant stay home all day ill go crazy
but i need to use this week to get interview ready
and lose this extra anxiety weight i have put on
so i need to workout hardcore people

i have the time right now to try to lose at least 10 pounds
i will feel more comfortable at 180 something again

so heres to a new start and some much needed changes

im going to workout 3 hours a day
and start those sweaty pics like most of the weight loss bloggers do

todays breakfast was cantaloupe

snack  my fave  apple turnover yoplait light yogurt

lunch    bagel

snack    pistachos and a plum

dinner     spaghetti squash

didnt really know what to do with it
so i mixed it with garlic parm cheese and tomatoes
it was ok

went grocery shopping all by myself for the first time in years today

bought those full bars we will see how they are


starting weigh in 193

exercises today

1.  box and bounce on the trampoline 30 mins
ill say it agian people this is a heart attack waiting to happen
i can hardly breathe
but def a good workout

2 jillian shape up dvd
30 mins

3 bike 16 min 4 miles 100 cals

4  wii jillian fitness ultimatum 2009

30 mins
burnt 185 cals
ran 6 mins
mokey bras 2 min
log jump 2 min
tires 4 min
hand cart cannon and grenade toss 2 min each

so that i know of 2 of the workouts burnt 285 cals

worked out 2 hours wanted 3 but 2 is ok





8/31 TUESDAY

weigh in 189 lost 4 pounds
wow i guess working out 2 hours a day works
go figure right lol

so im doing it again today and shootin for 3 hours

breakfast  fiber one muffin and cherries

lunch    crescent roll fat free hot dogs




workout 1    HIP HOP BOUNCE    30 mins
loving the trampoline to get me started in the morning

wo 2
bike 16 mins
4 miles
100 cals

exhausted had to go get a banana

wo 3  1 hour of biggest loser powersculpt
OUCH!!!!!!!!!!

wo4   TAEBO  45 mins

YAY ALL DONE  did about 3 hours and im exhausted

then i decided to go outlet mall shopping for 4 hours
drank a redbull first lol






9/1  WEDNESDAY


woke up late rushed to get everything ready for school
what a way to start a day

school day #2

and he decides at last minute he need to wear his new shoes

(new shoe pics)

im so sore
working out for almost 3 hours then shopping for 4
OUCH!!!!

new month starting  weigh in 190
gained almost 2 pounds
WTF!!!!
goal is to be 183 by end of this month
thats 7 pounds this month
i can do this

breakfast  fiber one muffin
lunch   rest of ff crescent hot dogs

snack  squash  and cherries
dinner  tacos

workout 1
 basic bounce got heart rate monitor out
150 cals
30 mins

wo2
abs for dummies (10 mins)

ouch i better fit in a smaller size soon lol

wo3
 1 hour of biggest loser bootcamp dvd

ate a banana

wo4
 taebo contact dvd  45 mins

danced 20 mins to lady gaga

what a long day

made lots of gfcf pasta for school today also

9/2 THURSDAY

lil man wearing 2nd pai of new shows to school
he is too cute
he get so excited when he gets new things

weigh in 192
wow is this dang scale goign in the wrong direction
WTF
2 more pounds gained

thats a 4 pound gain since starting 3 hour day workouts

WTF????????????????!!!!!!!!!!????????

i am doing what i need to do and lots of cardio to burn the fat
so what am i supposed to do now
i am so pissed off

im not even maintaining

wtf .. wtf.... wtf

im so angry and exhausted

i cant imagine how the biggest loser people do 6 hours

i am exhausted on 3

im just gonna keep doing 3 hours and give it up to god

this must just be were he wants me right now

im just gonna have faith right now cuz thats all i can do and just keep doing what i know is good and healthy




workout 1
intermediate bounce on trampoline
30 mins

wo2

biggest loser last chance workout with jillian  1hour

bitch moan and complain on the phone to my friend heather

sore as all hell

wo3

 10 min abs

danced 15 mins  in between  to the radio got a banana

wo4

TAEBO  advanced 45 mins
feeling ok by the end but sore

3 hour day
go me

advancing it up here people this better work lol


heres a pic of lil man enjoyin his gluten free casein free pasta

and a new pic of felexa she is getting so big