ConFiDenCE iS kEy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT so stressed today
I even had a job interview and im not so stressed

CRAZY lol

I dont think i got the job but this was my first interview in over 6 years sooooooo
im proud
i did it
got through it
 i think i did ok

not much anxiety
and im anxiety queen lol


they are keeping lil man in school even though he is still throwing up on the van
its a emotional thing not physical and i think we just about figured out why hes doing it soooooooooooo
im ok
im calmed down a little
i might be able to fix the problem

i havent smoked in a couple days
GO ME!!!

thats huge since i seem to smoke then dont then smoke then dont

maybe i can never start up again

maybe i can do yoga when i feel that kinda stress anymore

maybe i can just think of other things
like i am trying to do today
and have been trying to do
and get back on track and sweat it out
i do need to lose some of this weight went from a size 16 to a 20
YUCK
but ive got this so its ok



on to a brighter note
caught a pic of lil mans best friend fierce feliexa and he sharing a story together
LOL

and this is her showing off for the camera why we call her

FIERCE FELEXA

(but seriously she is just playing here ~ she honestly is the sweetest thing ever )