MARCH 5TH WORKOUT AND MORE

so here the pics from all of us painting
it was a disaster just so you all know
because he doesnt have therapy today
he is throwing tantrums left and right because oh y u ask
not the same schedule
no i not do this is what i have been hearing all day
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

Here is my sons pic

it was nice at one point

but then he spilt all the water from were you wash the brush off on it

because he was mad so he basically threw it on the picture

first he threw the water on the floor and i got him calmed down enough to come back id say 5 mins later he ruins his picture because he says hes still mad

suprise

oh well

and granny

 we gave her a picture to color cuz she cant do watercolors anymore

and of course i made a sign for the hubsterz that says i love him

he'll just throw it out LOL

maybe not we shall see

so im just listening to P!NK right now trying to figure out what i can do with my son that will be productive because he wants nothing to do with anyone today

so sad soooooo sooooo sad

he just wants dora

talk about being in another world

and when it comes to a nap he is so wound so i have no idea if i will get my workout in at all

he is just hitting people and throwing things all because there is a change in schedule

i feel like im going crazy today

a workout will actually be relaxing compared to this day

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and i forgot in my other post about my friend that was disrespectful

i think she was taking it out on me because first she has never been anything but smaller than me

and she isnt anymore and because she has been working out for a week and lost nothing

so she is angry and just plain taking it out on me but after a year i think i deserve better than for somone to take their one week of pain out on me

ok im trying to let it roll off my shoulders so im done talkin about it

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and granny just keeps going in the bathroom every 5 mins cuz she is so confused

only about a month till the nursing home

which sucks but i dont think she'll even know the difference anymore

so depressing

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so onto something else

my workout

yay

happy endorphins here well they are supposed to be here but no where to be found

all 3 levels of 30 day shred done but ive decided if i do not lose 2 pounds over this weekend

i am done

i am so sore and feel like i have accomplished nothing

i know i know i lost 85 pounds but if youve been reading this blog ive lost a heck of alot of nothing over the last 2 months i drop a couple pounds gain em back drop them again

im maintaining but nothing else

and im just too darn sore and work to darn hard for this so if there is no miracle weight loss over the weekend this biotch is done and i will just eat right and hope to maintain and work out when im not sore

i am no longer overdoing it to lose weight that wont come off

done people soooo

done

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and by the way my lunch

was delish

hope u all have a lovely weekend
we are going out to eat tonight and im wondering what is better for you honestly because these are probably the healthiest things they have at this place
eggplant parmesan hot sub
brushcetta
penne and vodka sauce
baked spinach manocotti
gnochii ala vodka
eggplant rollatina ala fiorentina (stuffed ricotta and spinach)
and thats it cuz i am not eating meat today
give me some clues on what to eat there
i want to go out with my aunt and family i dont want ot stay home cuz i dont want to eat crappy things
what to do what to do people
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just found a site called autisable.com

it has some useful facts

and i just found a great blog of a girl who never gives up

 give it up for kayla

click and start following her you will be inspired