biggest loser

i thought the biggest loser show is starting out better this year then last year
i just wasnt that into it last year i dont know why i still watched it but it didnt give me that feeling of getting up and having to exercise while im watching it

this year i already had to exercise while watching it

i jumped on my trampoline while i watched it last night id get on and jump 10 mins then got off for 10 then back on for 10
it was great

it was a good night but i am tired today

its only wed and im exhausted its only 9 am and im exhausted

thats what i get for staying up late and watching the biggest loser and exercising through most of it

oh well

i watch my gram everyday and she has altzheimers and today has been horrible already so that adds to my exhaustion
i hate cleaning up poop lol

i know i know whine whine whine 
what can i say its the morning even though i have been up since 6 and im miserable in the mornings

i hope the day gets better


pray for us
so this day gets a little better pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee

:)

im goin to go get a jillian workout in even though i dont want to but i think once i start ill be happier




just like yesterday hopefully

well ill be writing back later most likely like i always do i just put one of these lines and write again soon 
it helps me through these long days LOL

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im so excited i just weighed myself and i am at 190 so much better than 195 yay!!!! im on my way back down to 182 it was take a couple weeks but it will come back off adn then my goal will be 175 which was my goal for jan but i pigged out and binged and all that during the holiday but at least i  am back on track and losing those extra pounds quickly
thank goodness i was really scared about that

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i just did jillian 30 day shred all 3 levels and burnt 632 cals today
YAY!!!!!!